Intake:

B-toast 90, butter 50, jelly 25 = 165

L-TBA

D-TBA

ahh dont ask why i ate that...got discouraged cuz i got on that damn scale and it said 127...so im not even at a standing 126 yet...damn fuckin scale...whatever...

CURRENT WEIGHT: 125

BMI-20.2

1ST GOAL COMPLETED

Goals:

Goal #1: 122 by next saturday

Goal #2: 120 By September 1

I felt like i was dying yesterday...dying inside....slowing letting go of my body....i loved that feeling....

 before (saturday)

 AFTER (today)

Edit//

Well ive had some cheez-its...should have had my hundred calorie pack things...theres 160 calories in 27 crackers so i dk

Intake

B-nothin

L-Cheez Its 160, sierra mist 140

D-tba

Exerise:

Biking.....-355.7

***burned off my lunch***

  id give u all an after picture but i think i deleted them!

so thats me at 127...and thank god its a standing 127.

So im gonna be depressed...my boyfriends gone for a week and well when im depressed....i eat....eat eat eat....so im usin this as when he comes back i will be 125 if not less...i will do this....

Okay am i that pathetic that i cried when he called me at like 7am to say goodbye...even tho i was with him yesterday....geez get a grip...hes leavein for a week...im actin like hes leavein forever....

ahhhh! lol

CURRENT WEIGHT

127

I PROMISE ILL COMMENT YOU ALL BACK...BUT IM JUST IN NO MOOD WHATSOEVER TO DO IT RIGHT NOW!

CURRENT WEIGHT:

127

today not gonna eat anything until dinner....i have control over food...i dont need it....i hope by monday ill be at leat 126. Altho my scale is messed up! Today i got on it first thing in the morining 127...it said 127 about 5 times.....then i took a shower got dressed all that stuff...129...got off...got back on...128....wtf? i dont know what it is! my scale pisses me off! so it kept sayin 128...i dont know what to go with anymore! ugh!...so i go to the doctors monday for my physical...there scale is a good one so that will tell me my true weight...but any ideas about mine so i can actually get an accurate reading at home?

if anyone has aim i put it on my cell phone cuz ill be with my boyfriend today so add me and ill still be able to talk to you!

AIM:

anazvictim

When You're Thin:
- you'll be able to stretch and not worry about your shirt lifting up, showing your rolls
- you'll be able to sit on people's laps without being embarassed
- you won't have to wear baggy clothes every day to cover that fat
- you'll be able to wear shorts with sneakers without worrying about your legs looking like stumps
- you'll be able to wear shorts without worrying, period.
- you'll have a space between your thighs.
- people will describe you as thin, refer to you as the thin one
- you'll be taken more seriously
- you can flirt with people without a doubt that they're flirting back
- you'll have the confidence to do and wear whatever you want
- you'll be cool (temperature) in the summertime
- you will be called sexy instead of cute
- you won't have to worry about what position you're sitting in, you'll look skinny from every angle
- you'll be able to fit into tiny places
- the floor won't creak or shake when you walk
- you'll be able to wear whatever style bikini you want
- your skin will be taut and smooth instead of fat and dimply
- even if everything else in your life sucks, at least you'll be thin
- you'll be admired and envied by your friends and enemies
- phys.ed. won't be such an extremely stressful part of your day
- your family will be proud of you
- you'll be able to dance without worrying about your fat jiggling with every move you make
- you'll be thin.